I’d rather pretend not to want something than live with the failure of trying again and failing.

I fell in love with Elena M., we went to the same hs, but now I regret never telling her how I truly felt, we’re still friends but she confides in me about her personal life and I don’t want to ruin that.

All ur family is f****** annoying. I used to think u were the black sheep i used to feel pity for you. Thats what our relationship was based on my pity for u. We went to that party and you started acting exactly like them, even taking their side and...

only been a couple of weeks but im struggling to move on. struggling so much at the moment

cant even look at photos of you without getting very sad. i hope i can get to the day where i can remember us and not be shattered and depressed.

I am here B

Betrayal has been the theme of my entire life

i have nothing to live for.

i hate this country

Where did you go A?

I just want to be loved… to hug and kiss and cuddle with a kind woman who will care about me 🙁 I have so much love to give.

because of your dishonesty and tendency to run away without explaining, i was kept in the dark like a confused fool. if you think that is being considerate and that will hurt me less, you’re wrong. because that hurt me more than anything i’ve ever imagined.

When I was about 7 we moved in with family because my dad tried to kill my mom and put her in a wheelchair from hitting her on the head with a police issued steel flashlight, cracking her skull. We needed help since there was my oldest sister, my brother...

I just want to drive out or some s*** but I cant. All this noise is filling me and I have absolutely no one to talk and now I’m on this site I’m not even sure will keep my secrets safe. I wanna scream and yell and whatever in an...

I was raped by the janitor at my elementary school. The staff covered it up, coerced my parents into not saying anything, and my memory and emotional state was fucked up for over a decade. I remember flashes of it, body memories, and it tortures me at random times.

A little kid who wets herself.

I feel like a little kid.

I couldn’t help it. I really needed to go.

I just sat here and wet myself like a little child.

I just had a little accident in my pants and I feel really childish.

the loss of you hasnt hit me yet, im sure it will in a few weeks though.

this is turning out to be a very very sad sad summer.

もう話せないとか嫌だ
日常（仕事）にくたびれながら、年をとればとるほどに。
結局、自分の機嫌は自分でとるしかないんだよなあと思う。

I performed for an audience of thousands yesterday, and recieved so many compliments and accolades. They don’t know I’m homeless and have 5 dollars to my name. The joy and adrenaline are gone and I’m back to wishing I were gone. Just wish I could tell people I need help

i guess i didnt mean as much to u as u meant to me. i wish u had given me some kind of warning that you were going to leave.

this is the first time ive seen a person in MONTHS and i was so awkward and stuttering and weird. At least I cleaned my room. At least it only lasted a couple of days. Okay, breathe, let it go. that was anxiety inducing because you hadn’t seen a white...

i selected the wrong category. resubmitting. i have memories of being straight. i was 7 years old and i had a crush on a cute boy in my class. by 15 he became a pimply, ugly, scrawny teenager. his younger bro has down syndrome so we all pitied him but...

you really hurt me

all this f****** time and u didnt even ask my f***** name

I wish I had broken it off earlier. I guess this is a punishment for choosing to ignore red flags when they were in front of you.
Anyways, wont repeat same mistakes again.

I hope this loss isnt forever. but i feel like i jinxed my worst fear coming true. This may be it sadly

“dont cry because its over smile because it happened.” i really really wish i could right now

crying over another guy. im getting too old for this

my best friend started dating my ex that he knows I still have feelings for. how nice, right?

Heartbroken. I knew this was coming I just wish it could’ve lasted a little longer

2 weeks….its been. I miss you

I’m lost.  No direction.  Trying to get through the day.  Every day.  It’s as though it’s all over and now I’m just fading away.
  Where is that light that once burned so bright? It’s been too many years now feeling this way.  Yet somehow there’s still this tiny...

covid s**** a**. while it doesn’t feel any more serious than a regular cold (for now) it does exacerbate my depression and anxiety. i want to kill myself in my room in quarantine but i don’t want to die in this s***** country. and i can’t do this to my...

I guess it’s finally over…..

F***** crushed…