I am 32 year old male.
Have been through 2 relationships where I’ve got hurt. 0qst one my fiancée left for her best friend, they’ve got married and live happily ever after. I tried to move on, dated another girl and fell head over in love with her, she...

i fantasize about u being in these arms floating in a pool with me. itll never happen. the longing will follow me to my grave. ill never get that love story i crave so badly.

My dad makes me feel stupid. I know it’s unintentional but it still hurts. I’ve always been a sensitive person. A slight raise in voice is enough to make me cry. I’m now crying. I never want to speak around him or anyone in fear of sound stupid and getting...

I can’t wait for my folks to leave for their vacation

so that I can break down and cry without anyone noticing

im suicidal about 85% of the time now.

we had a good thing going and it fell apart because of u. i feel sadder than i ever have right now.

i was s******* assaulted by my god sister when i was 10 or younger tbh i can’t remember how old i was but i was young. she asked me to play mother and daughter with me and i thought i was funny at first we would just walk around her...

My parents mentally, physically and s******* abused me throughout my lifetime. My mom would beat me with my fathers cowboy belt if she saw me making new friends at school. I was not allowed to have friends. Dad would tell me to go to the library or go home. My...

i’ve never been enough my entire life; a theme that has reoccurred so much in my life i just can’t help but believe it.

everyone romantically involved or intimately involved with me leaves eventually. why hasn’t anything worked out for me?

the idea of belonging to someone is becoming...

Diamond Dallas Page raped me at Simons in Gainesville in 1999

How do you kill yourself if you’re also so scared to do it?

i love you but i want to disappear so i can stop hurting you
So you can stop hurting me too and maybe then you’ll be free to do what makes you the happiest because i cant seem to do it for you.
How do i just kill...

My partner is a gambler and sometimes I wish I will just die

Stop forcing me to do it with you anymore

Ekspecially

i miss u angel

Re x4: i hate my sister

You know, “cult-y” was the reaction I expected, and that’s with good reason; strangers on the internet aren’t often trustworthy, and offers like this have the signature of every sketchy person who ever roamed these digital lands, written all over it. I assure you...

re re re: the tree man

there is a lot more to it than just leaving it behind, both mentally and physically. mentally, i live in the past. i dream of the past every night, im such an emotional being, even if i did up and go, i know this...

Re: RE: i hate my sister…

Assuming you’re still the person I responded to earlier, I do understand what you want and what you feel. If you want to start anew, then why not? Leave your s*** life behind; you have absolutely nothing to lose if so. You hate everyone...

RE: i hate my sister

yes i am canadian, i dont want to specify where but im right in the middle south.

Almost 3 weeks…I miss u so much. I know u dont care at all about me. Thats what makes me so f****** heartbroken.

i feel so out of it right now. s*** just keeps coming up and i dont know how to deal with all these problems. I feel like checking out and starting fresh. This life has got sad and stagnant. the time is flying by and i fear ill never do...

Reply to: i hate my sister. shes the only family member in my life who replies to my texts, and is sober…

What a shame that people in the world are brought up to live only what you feel; pain, depression, and endless tristial confusion. Now tell me first, what...

i hate my sister. shes the only family member in my life who replies to my texts, and is sober. ive always kind of hated her. she got adopted while i was put into foster care. she used to subtly brag about it too. s*** hurts. especially when shes the...

F*** you too, Dapuffster. If life s**** that bad, then maybe you should just end yours so that others don’t have to deal with you purposefully bringing people down whenever you feel like s***.

Obstacles are piling up. Hopelessness is growing. I want a way out

I am so physically ill right now. I’m in pain and sick and I told my family this and did they care to help? No. I told them I was gonna take some medicine and they only said I should take a different kind (that we don’t have at the...

I keep accidentally pooping my underwear… I like the feeling of being on the edge of pooping

i liked nazis and war in my early teens because there was not much order in my household, and i needed to feel order. nowdays that disgusts me.

I want to die.

the love of my life ended our relationship today. she is married and needs to know what she really wants for life. i know, she is married to another man… but it hurts. a lot.

i really miss my life between 2014-2019.

what happened?….we had a good comfortable thing…

I am so sad and so afraid. I m at an age where your probably supposed to have it all together and i dont so there is no peace and no joy and constantly problems.

i don’t think they’ve ever treated me like a real friend, hiding things from me, refusing to be honest with me. i’ve been open and completely honest and sincere but i’ve been used like a fool.

i really really wish i had more close friends.

the generational trauma and toxicity in my family is so deep and so bad that ive become numb to it. the damage is too great to overcome.

I don’t want to be so far away from you I’m scared

every time i put my hands on u two i hate myself.

im accomplishing nothing this summer. not doing anything i want to do. Its making me feel like s*** and a failure.