To: Babi J

Well, i think this will end here. Thank you for making me feel how to be loved by someone Babi❤️ Permi ka mag amping ug asa man ka be happy always ha, ayaw papasmo wanay tig eatwell nimo aynapa diay imong parents. Bisag sakit sa ako nga...

I’ve realized that I really don’t like myself. Im so envious of others and I wish i was just happy. F***.

This is kind of a little b**** confession. I do gig work sometimes. Anyways, I basically break down just about every time someone gives me a good tip. I am so stressed out in my life, by the time I get out to do deliveries I am stressed. I try...

I can’t feel happy for my friend who just came into an inheritance. I’m not struggling financially but definitely am, like most Americans, one accident away from poverty – I just don’t feel happiness about other people getting rich. It’s probably just envy, but ugh I hate having to show...

I sent my friend 40 on gpay and fall asleep, she calls, wakes me up and has been locked out of her bank for 2 hours trying to use gpay. She comes over begging for help with gpay, she has more apps open on her phone than the app store...

I wanna die tbh. I don’t want any comfort, it is 2 AM and I’m really tired, my body is in so much pain too, I can’t do anything, I have no feelings. My emotioja are weird, I’m overwhelmed, and I’m sooo f****** bored. Everything feels like a never ending...

8mins of discussion of how cricketprank didn’t happen ThumbsDown for that video!

I’m afraid I’m never going to move on from him ghosting me. I’m afraid that I will always wish it was him hugging me, kissing me, talking to me. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to say I love you to someone else and mean it, that I will...

my parents make me so sad all the damn time, my dad abuses me, my mother slutshames me
they hate everything that makes me happy
i really wanna feel like dying sometimes but my boyfriend loves me sm, i can’t leave him all alone

u cannot get back wasted time. im sad about all the time we’ve wasted not together these past few weeks. it pains me. it makes me cry myself silly.

I blushed after talking to my friends bf. It was just a friendly conversation. I feel horrible I don’t like him WHY DID I BLUSH

I was persecuted by outside religions and called a h***** for dancing with the drill teams performing at parades, school and national competitions, and at school games.

trying to find a reason to get up. trying to find a reason to live at all.

I am a bad person. I only feel bad for people because their mood effects mine.

I know my mum prefers my brother over me and I understand why but it doesn’t make me feel like any less of an outsider. I’m so lonely.

last night was one of the best nights of the summer. im sad it wont last. im already missing u. hating my life. getting lonely, lost, and depressed again. i wish happiness could last. its so hard for some of us.

One day time will make everybody realize that they have screwed my career for nothing. Despite all odds and coming from non-privileged background I have achieved a lot just by right mindset and habit. I gave myself environment in which I always wanted to grow. I worked hard and practiced...

I’ve worked at this job for 3 years. It’s a place with fairly high turnover. I’ve had co-workers quit and come back, including the current assistant manager. Some of them have quit and come back more than once, some several times, more than I can count. Through it all I...

I stopped taking care of myself and let my self fall into old bad habits now im suffering majorly and i feel like im not going to survive

I want to leave this earth so much but I stay because of the people in my life. I don’t want to cause any pain because I can take the pain instead… one day I will leave when they are all stable in their lives.

I want a child, but I don’t think I will ever get to have one of my own. It hurts so bad every time I see a tv series or movie where someone has a baby. It hurts to see friends have babies. I am too scared to go talk...

it kills me to know that i basically rejected you when you made me feel so safe, i wish i could tell you why, i wish i could tell you that i was scared of not feeling for you like you felt for me. i wish that i didnt let...

I realllly want a taco right now.

I keep taking all of my medications at once and forcing myself to throw them up. I’m just such a coward I can’t keep them down and deal with the consequences of possible overdoes

The day I stop wanting to kill myself is the day I’ll be happy again.

My mom left me recently. I’m a 15 year old girl and this is when i need a mom most. shes never really been in my life tho. when i was younger she was always on drugs or drunk or not home. she went to rehab when i was in...

i think by now i should be more than just a f***** number to u. u certainly mean alot to me.

I feel so lost right now 🙁. Like nothing else good is gonna happen for me!

The night wont set me free.

I wish I felt loved 😔 I just feel ruined . I think of life being alone . being left alone or left behind . I would give anything to live a normal life with a normal guy. Oh if only dreams came true . would be wonderful .

this is the happiest ive been in 3 weeks. it wont last. I know it. thats a fact.

i cherish our time cuz i never know when itll be the last time i lay eyes on u

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And we are back where we were a month ago. no progress ever. Its wearing on me so much. life goes no where. this is going nowhere. it wont ever. i need break out of this hold u have over me.

its comforting to know u are still in my life…for now. I just cant get my hopes up anymore that it will last.

Just got back from working out. Still feel like killing myself.

Why do I always want people I can’t have. Why do the people I have a crush on go after my friends. Why am I always the single friend. Why do I feel like utter s***. I want to be okay again but after 4 months I still like s***....

this year has been a new low of depressed for me.

im dating my lifetime best friend, and theyre dating my other best friend(polyam)
but im not dating that other friend.
i want to so badly.
but i want to more than i want to date my current partner, i feel like they click with me so much...

im sinking into a dark place i cannot get out of. im just running out the clock now.