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I was a church organist and pianist for Sunday School departments on Sunday morning from the time I was 12 years old ….. Every morning I would come in the back door and go up the flight of stairs to where the Sunday School rooms were out to play the piano for them and one day we had a new quad director his first year in college… He was 17 I liked him okay but I certainly wasn’t in love with him and I had no desire to touch him in any way but after about 2 months he started meeting me at the stairway going up and started rubbing my d*** with the back of his hand making it hard extremely hard and erect well he continued to talk to me I tried to back up and he followed me continuing to rub my d*** so the first time I said oh I have to go to the restroom so I went to the restroom I beat it off and went back up the hallway he was not there discontinued every Sunday for about 6 months after the first time I decided I would force my way past him and he became very angry that I forced to my way past him the next week he wasn’t there and all of a sudden he was there the next week and still persisted on rubbing my d*** with the back of his hand to make it hard while he talked to me normally again I have to go to the restroom and beat it off before I went to the Sunday School the following Sunday I decided I was not going to beat it off anymore because I got too hot so I went to the Sunday school class with my d*** on hard which everyone could see so finally I just did not care anymore whether they saw it or not and then I noticed all of the other boys dicks getting hard and the Sunday school class so when I went back to my own Sunday school class after playing for four other departments I got back in time just to go into my class the teacher was not there it was the voice class that had seven boys in it I made the eighth one as we were sitting in there they began to rub their dicks and then they took their dicks out and all started m*********** after a while of silence and m*********** my d*** was very hard but I did not take it out they won by one began to have o***** and one boy took my hand and put it on his d*** to finish his d*** and I did he had the best o***** of all his legs shot out and he was the loudest when he went into o***** I was afraid the teacher would come in but no teacher ever came in but then they had a huge mess to clean up all of the e********** so I had to go to the restroom and bring back paper to clean them up they all sat there wiping their dicks and cleaning off the e********** that had shot everywhere. Then about 6 months later after having my d*** rubbed two or three times a month I had stopped m*********** it I would just go with the hard d*** I was asked to be organized of the church because they had heard me playing well everything went fine for the first 3 months he stopped rubbing my d*** because I started going into another door then of course he was the car director so he started coming over to where I went into the auditorium and began taking his two fingers and gently edging my d*** as I was preparing to go out I did not want to start an argument I did not want to make a scene of course he knew that and the first time I went out with the hard d*** to the Oregon to play and then the next week I decided I could not go out there with hard d*** but he did not rub it that week the next week he rubbed me just enough to make it rock hard so I went out to the Oregon and I began to play and then after I was finished the choir came in and I was as I was sitting there listening to the pastor talk to the congregation my d*** began to throb and I had o***** right there in front of the entire congregation my head flew back my legs shut up and the organ made sounds but I couldn’t stop it I couldn’t control it and I was in o***** it seemed like forever and my d*** was throbbing so hard and I was 14 then after church the pastor wanted to know what happened I said oh nothing then he said I needed to take care of all of that before I went out to play I said but the boys come into the restroom and harass me I want to see my d*** he said he would take care of that so he put a lock on the door so I could go in and m********* before church that work for a while until I saw a boy that I really wanted to be with he opened the door to his restroom area and wanted me to come in and s*** his d*** I loved him so much I did not want to disappoint him so I went in and held his d*** and just looked at him and slowly manipulated his d*** and he ejaculated everywhere I thought he would then be my friend forever but he was never there again
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Once upon a time I could forgive you. But not anymore bored_april. I dont forgive you.

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she was a scam 🙁

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Illegal hand signs Britneys tagalongs make ungrateful, rude too tall

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I gave my best efforts. But you’re not willing to be honest, or repair the friendship. It’s easier for you to just let it die. And it hurts me so much.

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3 yrs ago today i fully realized my crush on you. 3 yrs later ive not acted on it yet. glad youre still in my life though…and i will try to stay hopeful.

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of course they feel their bottom when they walk & it’s part of their personality!

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y r ppl talking of different things in same country of U.S. all humans

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I deeply dislike the person my sister turned out to be. We used to be best friends when we were kids and now she’s just someone who doesn’t give a f*** about anyone but herself. Every day I just mourn the person she was and who she could have been....

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My life

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And these mortals confessing about their lust towards the very womb that created them. Sickening. Confessing of their deepest darkest secrets not knowing their IP can be tracked with a simple program. They think this site is safe. They think they are safe, yet there are AI programs, and you...

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Need a break from everything. Everyone. Or I’m going to have a bad meltdown any day now

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Britney was faking her identity by having dyed 2 blonde* hair!

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I’ve had so many people like me in eight months but I keep rejecting them because I don’t like them. I feel like s***. I just want to be loved, dude. But I don’t want to lie to someone I don’t even love just so I feel something I didn’t...

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never had a tv never had after school evening series excited to watch in hs

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It’s 4:15am I have school today and I pulled a f****** all nighter I wanna die lmaoaoaoao. I am literally so upset summer is over. f*** school

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go set forth, women there was a keyboard warrior* DailyMailUK comments. Do they UK celebs news?

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I love my girlfriend so much. I don’t want to lose her

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i guess you were right i only viewed love as an entertainment but i doubt that when i try so hard to keep you my dear, one day we will loose contact as we were strangers like back then, i really thought you were the one but love is unfair...

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Am I ever good enough for my lover?

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I don’t want to be here anymore, I just want to end it all. I always fall in love and I always end of being left by my partner. My heart can’t take this pain. If I die I won’t feel this anymore

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I should’ve told you my feelings before you’ve gone offline for months. Please, come back.

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Lowkey seething after I confessed and two dicks trolling each other buried my confession with their petty s***. Now I feel like no one will read what I posted and I lost some part of the relief I sought.

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I feel I will go through life without ever experiencing romantic love and true intimacy. It saddens me every sec of my being. The loneliness, unhappiness is so uncomfortable and unbearable at times like tonight for example. The painful longing and gnawing at your soul never goes away.

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they wrote eminem not the gvnmt ‘me fan ur appearance’

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when i saw u today i thought i would be happier. i was fora few seconds but that ended. i need to get a hold on all these emotions this year. theyre really driving me mad.

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ive known u for over a year and u treat me like a f****** stranger. I cant believe this.

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being walked in on in the bathroom despite having noisy video playing and me clearly occupying it —->> being blamed for not locking the door despite never having this issue of people entering without knocking on the bathroom door before this person started staying here 😄😄😄😄😄😄😄 fml

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male meant bone marrow had aids. Biden sitting was called male.. I’m still struggling

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Seeing you and you being cold towards me and not treating me as good as I derserve is that still better than not seeing you at all? This is weighing on my mind heavily. That’s the hell that comes with one sided relationships friendships crushes I’ve finding

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i keep rehearsing what ill say to u. i just hope i get the chance to say those words. someday. soon! please!

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i felt slighted by u today. not a good feeling after all this time.

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missed* a whole lifetime. going 2 rehab?

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it uses a whole house 4 itself as I ate ramen of kitchen handles & sink dirty

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In the words of The Smiths, “Oh why do I give valuable time to people who don’t care if I live or I die?”

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ive been struggling alot this year and my horrible abusive neglectful family just keeps adding fuel to the fire and my terrible user “friends” are making things worse as well.

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i dont think my crush does sadly.

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i made an a** out of myself in front of my crush today. i want to die.

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i didnt think id see u today and when i did i was so euphoric and overjoyed until it all came crashing down…

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ive made no progress this year. i feel like i am always back at square one. today was one of those days that really hit home that fact. it hurts and i just want to cry and medicate myself all night.

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When I was 19 my girlfriend at the time and I were staying at my friends home. We fell asleep in the spare room and when I woke up during the night she wasn’t in bed with me. I could hear the sound of a rocking bed in his room....

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ill never stop likin u and seeing u even if u dont give a s*** about me at all.

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