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I was a church organist and pianist for Sunday School departments on Sunday morning from the time I was 12 years old ….. Every morning I would come in the back door and go up the flight of stairs to where the Sunday School rooms were out to play the piano for them and one day we had a new quad director his first year in college… He was 17 I liked him okay but I certainly wasn’t in love with him and I had no desire to touch him in any way but after about 2 months he started meeting me at the stairway going up and started rubbing my d*** with the back of his hand making it hard extremely hard and erect well he continued to talk to me I tried to back up and he followed me continuing to rub my d*** so the first time I said oh I have to go to the restroom so I went to the restroom I beat it off and went back up the hallway he was not there discontinued every Sunday for about 6 months after the first time I decided I would force my way past him and he became very angry that I forced to my way past him the next week he wasn’t there and all of a sudden he was there the next week and still persisted on rubbing my d*** with the back of his hand to make it hard while he talked to me normally again I have to go to the restroom and beat it off before I went to the Sunday School the following Sunday I decided I was not going to beat it off anymore because I got too hot so I went to the Sunday school class with my d*** on hard which everyone could see so finally I just did not care anymore whether they saw it or not and then I noticed all of the other boys dicks getting hard and the Sunday school class so when I went back to my own Sunday school class after playing for four other departments I got back in time just to go into my class the teacher was not there it was the voice class that had seven boys in it I made the eighth one as we were sitting in there they began to rub their dicks and then they took their dicks out and all started m*********** after a while of silence and m*********** my d*** was very hard but I did not take it out they won by one began to have o***** and one boy took my hand and put it on his d*** to finish his d*** and I did he had the best o***** of all his legs shot out and he was the loudest when he went into o***** I was afraid the teacher would come in but no teacher ever came in but then they had a huge mess to clean up all of the e********** so I had to go to the restroom and bring back paper to clean them up they all sat there wiping their dicks and cleaning off the e********** that had shot everywhere. Then about 6 months later after having my d*** rubbed two or three times a month I had stopped m*********** it I would just go with the hard d*** I was asked to be organized of the church because they had heard me playing well everything went fine for the first 3 months he stopped rubbing my d*** because I started going into another door then of course he was the car director so he started coming over to where I went into the auditorium and began taking his two fingers and gently edging my d*** as I was preparing to go out I did not want to start an argument I did not want to make a scene of course he knew that and the first time I went out with the hard d*** to the Oregon to play and then the next week I decided I could not go out there with hard d*** but he did not rub it that week the next week he rubbed me just enough to make it rock hard so I went out to the Oregon and I began to play and then after I was finished the choir came in and I was as I was sitting there listening to the pastor talk to the congregation my d*** began to throb and I had o***** right there in front of the entire congregation my head flew back my legs shut up and the organ made sounds but I couldn’t stop it I couldn’t control it and I was in o***** it seemed like forever and my d*** was throbbing so hard and I was 14 then after church the pastor wanted to know what happened I said oh nothing then he said I needed to take care of all of that before I went out to play I said but the boys come into the restroom and harass me I want to see my d*** he said he would take care of that so he put a lock on the door so I could go in and m********* before church that work for a while until I saw a boy that I really wanted to be with he opened the door to his restroom area and wanted me to come in and s*** his d*** I loved him so much I did not want to disappoint him so I went in and held his d*** and just looked at him and slowly manipulated his d*** and he ejaculated everywhere I thought he would then be my friend forever but he was never there again
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Once upon a time I could forgive you. But not anymore bored_april. I dont forgive you.

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So let’s break this down, I was on the toilet earlier and took the biggest most painful s*** in my life, literally Elvis Presley dumpage, fr shat out kryptonite.

And it’s now affecting the whole household, the toilet has been blocked for 3 hours, my whole family is in shambles,...

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Fat people disgust me and annoy me at the same time, especially the ones who claim to be “oh so healthyyyy” or “boohoo I just can’t lose weight!!”. Seriously, you don’t have any sense of self control and it shows. Losing weight is so simple too, just stay under 500...

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I miss u A. i really do. 7 days seems like a goddamn lifetime sometimes

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this has been one of the worst summers of my life too. i feel your pain. lonely and depressing. uttery hopeless.

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this has been the worst summer in my entire life. i have no friends, no one to spend time with or communicate. i stay all day in my bed sleeping my teenage years away because i’m so lonely that i’ve even lost any will or energy to even try to...

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macbook & americanapparel what trump was tryna defend from sharing emails w TikTok

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my back was hurting just online searching for a job

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You’re really good at ignoring me.

I’m afraid that even your name is not real.

What are you thinking about? But I’m sure that I should not trust men or wait something from them, specially you.

I HATE you. I hope you never come back. You disgust me.

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That **** part in my last message should read “d** org” by the way.

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Hey, 17 year old pregnant one. Take a pregnancy test. If it’s positive, and you don’t want to be pregnant, go to aidaccess.***/i-need-an-abortion and get some Plan C pills. There’s no reason to mess up your life because a s***** encounter didn’t go as planned.

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I think i’m pregnant and i’m only 17. it was my first time doing something like that and we were so careful. everything i am involved with falls apart.

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‘when u keep memories in your brain it’s just called Gay’ ‘have 2 tell or u don’t get out’

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all my sincerity, effort and love weren’t enough for you. you still decided to hurt me and throw me away.

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i need an Upper w these Bipolar Meds: oxcarbazepine & RisperiDONE. 2 depressed & med appt isn’t until 23rd but ima be alright

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you broke my heart lol and you keep doing it after apologizing. you weren’t like this before. i know what changed but you wouldn’t admit it

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i opened my heart again and again only to be hurt again and again. i won’t open it again. it is now shut forever.

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you said. you want me to be honest with you. but you didn’t want to be honest with me. or couldn’t be honest with me. you deflected, avoided, hid, and ran. and yet i still think the world of you and see the best in you as a person. it...

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I was bullied when I was little and now I often think about murdering her.

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some of these confessions, i feel as if my best friend’s nasty boyfriend wrote them to make fun of me. she doesn’t seem care that i have been hurt by some of the things she had done in the past year ever since she got together with him, i don’t...

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you said we need to be honest with each other and communicate. but i was the only one doing that.

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what happened 2 LanceStewart old hat days w Lizzy like frog. Not a Male sounding name

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I just found out my mother owe’s my father 130k in a loan on her house, (They are divorced) and as I transition into college I’m worried my father will take away the home. I am scared.

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This weeks been awful, I’ve just been binging and purging constantly and I can feel I’ve gained. I wanna kill myself

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Just another day of me wanting to kill myself & wishing I didn’t exist in the first place.

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I have not been able to get over my break up with my ex and I am trying to move on but I can’t. It’s too painful

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we promised a forever friendship. but it turns out i was the only one who believed that. i still feel the pain today.

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I was s******* assaulted by my mother for multiple years throughout middle school. I had so many issues at the time and it took so long to realize how much of it was caused from that. I didn’t think it “counted” as SA for so long too that it’s hard...

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can someone text me on discord or something? idc what we talk about im just really hurt rn because i literally got s******* assaulted again today and i dont know what to do :((
my discord is ghost.town#0116
i just need to talk to someone please. i just...

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‘u know what, u gon let me see the Aspergers they were calling male’ (‘don’t look’) on OkCupid

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how do u lose lizzywurst geez, that Gay w same bodied in house & LA apt

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Bonnye was letting a P******** ‘man’ hit underage gerl, loser. Ugly Pedophiles not ‘unruly kid’, illegals

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I’m so sad that I can’t have normal things other people have. Friends, excitement, a loving family that wants the best for me, etc. It’s unfair, this world. Nobody will give a damn about me unless if I have money, look good, or have a bright future ahead of me.

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shuda ner got bmws, house, gfs 4 free calling it boring, repetitive

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my a** is plagueing me. its like glue s***.

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i am so goddamn painfully lonely these days.

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why did u treat me that way on Tuesday? ive adored u for 4 years now.

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i feel so unfufilled and lost. My soul is exhausted and ready to depart.

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How are you supposed to express pain that is still there but you have forgotten about? I don’t feel like I even know myself anymore.

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Steven, I want you so badly it hurts. You plague my thoughts day and night. What I would do to feel your lips on me. Working with you has become torture!

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I want to rip out my uterus. It’s so painful. I’m experiencing mood swings from complete despair to violent rage and I feel like I can’t control myself. I’m in so much pain I just want it to go away.

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