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I was a church organist and pianist for Sunday School departments on Sunday morning from the time I was 12 years old ….. Every morning I would come in the back door and go up the flight of stairs to where the Sunday School rooms were out to play the piano for them and one day we had a new quad director his first year in college… He was 17 I liked him okay but I certainly wasn’t in love with him and I had no desire to touch him in any way but after about 2 months he started meeting me at the stairway going up and started rubbing my d*** with the back of his hand making it hard extremely hard and erect well he continued to talk to me I tried to back up and he followed me continuing to rub my d*** so the first time I said oh I have to go to the restroom so I went to the restroom I beat it off and went back up the hallway he was not there discontinued every Sunday for about 6 months after the first time I decided I would force my way past him and he became very angry that I forced to my way past him the next week he wasn’t there and all of a sudden he was there the next week and still persisted on rubbing my d*** with the back of his hand to make it hard while he talked to me normally again I have to go to the restroom and beat it off before I went to the Sunday School the following Sunday I decided I was not going to beat it off anymore because I got too hot so I went to the Sunday school class with my d*** on hard which everyone could see so finally I just did not care anymore whether they saw it or not and then I noticed all of the other boys dicks getting hard and the Sunday school class so when I went back to my own Sunday school class after playing for four other departments I got back in time just to go into my class the teacher was not there it was the voice class that had seven boys in it I made the eighth one as we were sitting in there they began to rub their dicks and then they took their dicks out and all started m*********** after a while of silence and m*********** my d*** was very hard but I did not take it out they won by one began to have o***** and one boy took my hand and put it on his d*** to finish his d*** and I did he had the best o***** of all his legs shot out and he was the loudest when he went into o***** I was afraid the teacher would come in but no teacher ever came in but then they had a huge mess to clean up all of the e********** so I had to go to the restroom and bring back paper to clean them up they all sat there wiping their dicks and cleaning off the e********** that had shot everywhere. Then about 6 months later after having my d*** rubbed two or three times a month I had stopped m*********** it I would just go with the hard d*** I was asked to be organized of the church because they had heard me playing well everything went fine for the first 3 months he stopped rubbing my d*** because I started going into another door then of course he was the car director so he started coming over to where I went into the auditorium and began taking his two fingers and gently edging my d*** as I was preparing to go out I did not want to start an argument I did not want to make a scene of course he knew that and the first time I went out with the hard d*** to the Oregon to play and then the next week I decided I could not go out there with hard d*** but he did not rub it that week the next week he rubbed me just enough to make it rock hard so I went out to the Oregon and I began to play and then after I was finished the choir came in and I was as I was sitting there listening to the pastor talk to the congregation my d*** began to throb and I had o***** right there in front of the entire congregation my head flew back my legs shut up and the organ made sounds but I couldn’t stop it I couldn’t control it and I was in o***** it seemed like forever and my d*** was throbbing so hard and I was 14 then after church the pastor wanted to know what happened I said oh nothing then he said I needed to take care of all of that before I went out to play I said but the boys come into the restroom and harass me I want to see my d*** he said he would take care of that so he put a lock on the door so I could go in and m********* before church that work for a while until I saw a boy that I really wanted to be with he opened the door to his restroom area and wanted me to come in and s*** his d*** I loved him so much I did not want to disappoint him so I went in and held his d*** and just looked at him and slowly manipulated his d*** and he ejaculated everywhere I thought he would then be my friend forever but he was never there again
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Once upon a time I could forgive you. But not anymore bored_april. I dont forgive you.

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TikTok needs MassDelete I don’t wanna push the 3dots after opening each video!

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When I hear people playing cricket and football. It’s make me uneasy. The sound of hitting ball makes me uncomfortable. I feel disturbed. I don’t play either of the games.

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I hope I have distracted you from all the sorrows. (Last night)

There should be lesser of pain today…
There should be lesser of pain tomorrow…

We’ll get use to it…

Hang on there…

Love you still

We can do it 😉

Hugs

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i love my dad as a dad but as a human being? i f****** hate him. not only did he abuse my mom mentally, emotionally, and physically, he also manipulated my siblings and me into thinking my mom was the worst person on the whole f****** planet. and i didnt...

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‘lol’ some1 said jasonAlexanders Ears, were a Felony. God said jason looks like a child, not Attractive

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Day 15 of Month of August, Year 2022

Why is my life is full of hardship different from others?
They said that Hardship is the price for being a human.
And now, I feel like I am walking to a tunnel with no light and no end just...

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你跟我就像魏璎珞和傅恒。
相逢，是前世注定。
我爱你。
但是这个必须挂下一个句点。
我知道你也很爱我。。。。。
不过， 我们都不属于彼此。。。
谢谢你的一切

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I hate being a people pleaser. From a very young age I’ve made sure everyone else was happy to keep peace. Eventually different people have different needs and I build personalities for each batch of people. I became everyone’s personal therapist to make sure that they stay happy and stay...

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I’m so f****** tired all the time. I just want to sleep. I can’t function.

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My 22 year old daughter is not speaking to me. I’ve been a good father. I supported her when she dropped out of college. I supported her when she moved across the country. She hasn’t made decisions I’ve agreed with but I’ve not spoken that to her. I have been...

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get them out. get them out. please, lord, get them out of their situation. its not fair. i can’t stand it, they live so far away, i can’t do S*** to get them help. please please please

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I liked someone who’s giving me signs that they liked me too, found out she have a boyfriend

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You ruined music for me. Every time I open my mouth to sing you’re in my head. I can’t listen to the recordings from when you were in the group. I couldn’t even pick up a guitar for almost a year after you walked out of my life. I hate...

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im sick of having s** with my partner
they claim to be a dominant figure in our relationship yet they barely want to interact with me outside of this never ending stream of “teasing” which mostly consists of fondling me roughly and then going “hehee” and changing the subject...

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Me to . but im 53 f I have no idea how to heal or live normal life.

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Since I was raped, I’ve given up on life and have been existing. I would rather die than continue.

I’m 50 and male.

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In high school, I fell for a close friend of mine. She was the sweetest person, so intelligent, and was one of the few people who didn’t make me feel like something was wrong with me. Fast-forward 4 years after graduation: we drifted apart due to distance with college, but...

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I was afraid to have a baby girl because I feared she would hate me like I hated my mom. I gave everything I had to my daughter and she treats me like I’m a piece of garbage

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I feel pain knowing that I wont see you again ..knowing that I wont hear you again or be able to say the weirdest jokes to you. .all because you got evicted..

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I hope everyone knows how much i care for them because if i had no one, i would for sure be gone.
I would never want to hurt them in such a hurtful end.
How am i supposed to want to live when im in debt can’t even...

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I’m in constant pain. Physically i can barely move some days and can’t seem to lose weight. Emotionally i am alone, thousands of miles from my SO and friends, and any personal close support. And last i want it all to end and want to just die, but I’m wracked...

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I am happy youre still in my life at least but depressed that our “relationship” hasnt gone anywhere. Its at a standstill. Stuck. No progress. Ive never been more frustrated than ive been this year. Its wearing on me.

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Wake up get mentally tortured by my own family sleep ! I can’t do it anymore but if i ever ever had my own family I promise to god I will treat them soo welll

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i just left u a hour ago and i already miss you so much.

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when a hat was 2 look good. didn’t match. yellow beige w pink polo. aids 2 not match

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knowing long perineum is in there with That as legs spread with thighs showing in small shorts LanceStewart new video

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I often wonder what death feels like.

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i wish i wasnt alive. i already feel dead. Im not living. this isnt living at all.

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Your a f****** c***. How can you treat a child that way you miserable b******. F****** narcissists, I f****** hate them. They deserve to have there throats ripped out so they can no longer speak. They take, they lie, they damage, they’re f****** scum. A genetic mistake. Wasted 15 years...

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After turning 30, I assumed everything would be fine, but that hasn’t been the case. Therefore, change without conditions; change.

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let’s do non-human life since LanceStewart used ‘male pronouns’ Euphoric over ur body means ur not Euphoric over no choice

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‘Corn, get them camras off r u y r u still filming’ nothing2do after maturity

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some1 from canada had a gf. i’m 32 & don’t text any1 “couples”

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!! TW GROOMING & PEDOPHILIA, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE !!

people always warn you about men on the internet. but they never warn you about the women.

i’ve been groomed by two women, and i feel absolutely sick over it. both of these women happened within two years of each other....

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I want my sister gone she literally ruined my life and has never done anything good and productive in her life but play valorant with her friends and simp for this one boy she likes. She is spoiled and a brat, towards other people she is like an angel but...

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just was tryna find when mcjuggernuggets bought on Colorado street 2 tell crimestoppers ript gerl off

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that aint no Dr. whoever “phil” was jackdoherty was posa have 5150 4 Illegal Walmart disruption hyperactivity ETC

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I want to open up but i don’t want to open up to my mom because we were never close in the first place and i never open up to my dad because he’s manipulative now i want to open up to my grandma because i feel like she’s nicer...

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nobody cared bc let get Obese. but u don’t let Illegals be happy it’s the time of their life.

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why do i feel like i need to stay around, when you so obviously don’t need me. you never even tell me you love me anymore. i constantly feel like you only have me around so you can rant, we’re not the same as we were before. i’m in so...

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