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Living with aunt….one morning in the first week she had me play with myself in the shower, making me tell her in detail head to toe what i found desirable about her bare body. It was very intense. Afterward she sat me down for a long talk. She told me that as long as i remembered i could only look and not touch that she felt it was better that she be my focus when allowed to do it. I actually learned fairly quickly to always ask permission and thank her for allowing me to touch myself and for the love and guidance. She started sort of rationing me after the first week, morning shower with her was every day, but during the days she started weaning me off multiple epusodes of it because i would have to be able to make it through classes each day. She also let me do it at bedtime so that i managed to sleep without doing it all night. Her rule was that if i woke up wanting to then i would move from my bed to hers. She would hold me and spoon me and talk to me until i calmed down from the desperate urge.

To be contiued.

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One day at lunch after having two accidents in a week, I found always discrete diapers in my art therapists size on the break room counter. She caught me staring at them, so I asked her what they were for. and she said “People who need them.” After lunch we got to group and shr looked incredibly desperate to pee 5 minutes in. She was crossing and uncrossing her legs, shifting in her seat, and her forehead had the telltale sweating. After about twenty minutes, she no longer looked desperate. After group ended, I sniffed her seat and it reeked of piss. Im fairly certain she peed in a diaper in front of me that day.

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incision line was across my pelvis they said 12 inch mass (benign) was removed w ovary & fallopian tube

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I’m 36, but I feel like I’m still 16. This f****** s****. I want to have my s*** together. In my head and outside it.

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those Gay things that wear cross body bags hat lifted on head RidingInCarsWBoys BabyAriel

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Please don’t kill yourself.

My cousin’s friend committed suicide last week in the early morning. I heard a loud thud,didn’t know it was the sound of his body.

After my cousin told me what happened,I connected the dots and I was horrified. I’m just glad I didn’t look...

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i say my cats are the only reason i haven’t killed myself yet, but recently the urge to die is becoming stronger and i don’t think i’ll stay around for much longer

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how waiting could hurt someone.. hmm, I just want to cry. I feel so lonely, feel like Im not needed and he didnt though about me, he just focus with his life. I know he is busy.. just.. please , update something..

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Oh my gosh the narcissist posting on the site at last. It ain’t me posting all night on the site. It’s one person trolling the site with disgusting post.

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pls don’t be a book vlog* today, Candace of OurFamilyNest YouTube channel. been a good morning

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Stared, didn’t push Like ‘hi, im proud of u, that’s it’ YouTube let so many Illegals just keep uploading without 5150s

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all the years playing with Gnomes in yard never saw ants or ticks?

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80% of the shits i take, it splashes back into my a***. like right in the middle. shits cold

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I hate newborn Julian. $400,000 cost + more and not even 3 weeks old No CLOTHES GO TO PRISON (Norwood surgery, $10K a day!)

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I just really wish I was finally selfish enough to kill myself. I haven’t lived for myself in years, I’m only here so my loved ones don’t have to deal with my death.

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rip Perineum. Julian can’t run 4 P.E. etc ‘heart condition’ after birth Norwood*

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I want to die. I dont want to live anymore. But, I want to see my future, enjoy. But my fate isnt leaving me too. I cant be happy a single day. I cry everyday. I dont have any friend to share all these. If i say anything about this...

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I’m happy ‘Julian’ ‘has heart condition’ after birth. It’s not a Male commenters need 2 stop. Can’t walk w perineum of Gay no hole dirty skin

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drowing and suffocating in the loneliness this year.

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car was filfy & trashed inside. that’s mental illness shouldn’t be driving 5150 way overdue morbid obesity not Adulting

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i will NEVER be happy. thats a fact.

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So easily thrown away.

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it s**** to be in love and not be able to do anything about it.

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I’m about 90% sure I was supposed to be a boy. There will be nights where I lie in bed just f****** crying wishing so badly that I had a flat chest so I could run around the beach with my shirt of playing games with other boys. Or wishing...

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So am. no one cares about me. they look down on me

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I’m surrounded by people who don’t give a s*** about me.

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I am really getting tired of being alive anymore. I have multiple health problems and family that only want something to do with me when they need something. I have no love life because of my health problems. I don’t know how much longer I can go on.

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I really don’t am starting to hate my oldest son and his wife. While I’m ok to watch my grandchildren when they need me I’m not good enough to go to family outing with them but his wife’s mother goes to everything.

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its sat night and i badly need d***.

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I wish I had the strength to commit suicide.

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Sometimes, things hits home hard… too hard. Not sure if it was the alcohol, or feelsing. She said that i knew her for 10 or 20 years even though I only know her for one year. That’s when it hits me. I don’t know my wife like I know her,...

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Swing low

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y explain urself after u already lied & say legit ‘i can tell u (no pranks involved)’

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joe mighta splat egg on own shirt carried egg in shorts pocket 4 ppl & no1 saw

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stop growing at 16 so what kept changing fully ‘dad height’ as What’s 3rd year? Conspiracy Juniors

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bc McJuggerNuggets Used, it got free adventure information that got blue Tesla 2 houses w no job. Near 2,000 Videos on YT

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I was s******* harassed by my boss and there’s no legal action I can take because it wasn’t severe and he’s loved by everyone in my small town. I worked with his daughters who were my age. I’ve met his wife, who is pretty and nice. I thought...

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‘i promise u it was called aids 2 look someone dead in the eye & learn things’ (how long they been..?)

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i hate everbody in my life and wish i could fake my death and start again. My life has been a failure and waste full of toxicity and the wrong people.

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suffering in silence for another goddamn year….so sick of life so sick of these feelings.

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redacted. born at 3AM yet vlogging at such is BipolarDisorder & they make house $ $200,000 McLaren $ no job stayathomes

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im so scared to become a home owner. i don’t think i’m going to be responsible enough and juggle everything

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