Tortured within your mind , is just almost = to the torture from a sadist . almost .

Now that gun crimes are rampant, maybe the mentality ill will finally get the light of care shined upon them .

And to think . really think . the truth is thorns in your mind are a heck of alot more difficult to live with and survive .

Thorns .

Oh and the schizophrenia, the meds caused diabetes. I had 3 amputations to date. Again , cake walk. Schizophrenia was hell.

I had cancer once . that was a cake walk compared to the hell of schizophrenia.

Everyone wants to love a cancer patient. No one wants to even look at a patient with mental illness. Much less care .

Society lacks any sense of compassion or sympathy for those tortured within their minds .

The lost souls.

I have a brother that used to work for NASA. he has a masters degree in aviation. my sister graduated from Villanova with her masters degree.

I have schizophrenia. Yup . im the joke and embarrassment of my family.

Im the idiot that cant do anything right .

I have an older sister that was a nurse by 19 years old . I have a younger brother, that was a pilot by 16.

Im the loser . I got tortured and raped. I lost my sanity . I had schizophrenia for 30 years.

I have no...

I am a throw away child . the second born daughter. A spare . I was never that attractive. Truth is I was fat in adolescence.

My older sister, grew up to be a model , and excessivly successful .

Like I said, im a mistake In my...

I miss you. I want to back please. I need you. Come back.

What happened to my mind. Why did I suffer a fractured mind . why wasn’t I strong enough to handle the pain and trauma? Why was I so fragile ?

I have schizophrenia. I never worked much . never earned anything. Im not feeling good right now. I am sooo sad and depressed. Suicidal? No. Just incredibly sad.

I miss you. I want to back please. I need you. Come back.

the house always feels empty without my brother around. he is in collage, 2nd year. he comes home every saturday whenever he’s free and goes back to his university the next day. every time he comes home, the house is more bright and lively, but when he leaves, it just...

I miss you so much babe 🙁

I miss you. I want to back please. I need you. Come back.

Jawani gaand Marwanne mein Nikal gayi….

Bhudaape mein kuch hota nahi ab…

Happy birthday to me!

I miss you. I want to back please. I need you. Come back.

So I have this guy, he is my classmate and almost a friend in everything. He always treats me more than a friend. He treats me so nicely.He always give a signals. Signals that made me wondered that he likes me too… I thought there’s something special between us. But...

Damn you, Devil Woman. Leave me alone god damnit. I can’t believe I can be blinded by someone so deranged and out of it. I tell myself I love you, but when I sit and think all I can think of is how you hurt me. I’ve lost friends because...

Sad and disgusted by life. I hope I can get through this night.

one of those cold fall nights where you just feel the loneliness in your bones. It hits harder when it cold out. The depression, the sadness. But im lying if I said it hasnt felt this way all year. Im looking for a way out and failing every time.

When I look in my mirror I see only perfection!

can we ever have a normal conversation together?

no one is perfect. please except that.

i cant cope anymore.

I don’t want to suffer anymore, not just, that I cant suffer anymore. I’ve reached my limit

I’m just so sad that I’ll never get throat fucked by Seonghwa.

Come back please. I miss you so much.

Having a really rough day. I can imagine how bad the night will be.

Come back please. I miss you so much.

i vwant this pain to finally end. but it wont

who said I wanted a h**** rancid?

I’m working on becoming more confident. Step by step, the love that I feel for myself is getting stronger. This fills me with so much JOY!!!!

I’m working towards loving myself more. It’s a process, but there is light at the end of the tunnel and that makes me feel so F***** happy!!!!!

Even the thought of you running across my mind brings tears…. It was supposed to be you 💔

Daddy turned my poo hole into a blood hole ☹

I am so tired of my younger brother.
I hate his audacity when he disobeys and refuses to do simple requests.
I know people say that your younger sibling is the reflection of yourself but they dont say that the reflection becomes far worse.
I just want...

Why does daddy hang a framed picture of Jimmy Savile above my bed? ☹

Why does daddy open my love-tunnel infront of the webcam when his skyping with he’s friends? 💻🔞☹