I’m so anxious it’s starting to feel like actual pain

My family all hate me, I always feel like an outcast. When I reported it, it was overlooked. I get threatened here sometimes even hit and it makes me feel so emotionally damaged that at this point I feel like s***. I feel like I don’t belong here, not on...

you said u will always be with me God. are u with me tonight?while i am submerge with loneliness, pain, fear, overthinking, and loathing of myself? why have you made me alone and lonely. i cant even talk to anyone right now. cause i know they wouldnt ever understand. and...

chronic pain

it came again. the feeling of wanting to stop existing. I held the cutter on my wrist. I wanted to slash it all at once. end my misery all at once. to stop the pain. to stop living my petty life. to stop feeling scared. to stop feeling...

alright guys i’ve successfully deluded myself into pretending the guy getting shot was fake and a gag so i can j******* 🙏

I look down on women who value dicks over their friends who had been there for them.

I’ve been in love with my best friend for a long time now. We have always been tight-knit but lately we seem to be drifting apart and I’m scared they will replaced me. I don’t care if my feeling won’t ever be reciprocate, I just don’t wanna lose them.

in those 2 months i talked with him i never felt happier, my heart raced when he texted me and i miss him so much.

I’m always everyone’s therapist. Everyone thinks my life is perfect but it’s not, I’m so tired and sick of faking a smile. I wish i could open up to someone but I can’t..

My brother was murdered and I spent last night curled up on the bed with his ashes crying uncontrollably. It hurts so much, but nobody seems to care.

I have no clue why am I even writing this, probably I want just to be heard once as it’s been long time since I have been bottling up my emotions and I don’t the I cannot hide it anymore. I cannot sleep anymore, I want to feel something warm...

I need to give up on you but I cant.

this void it hurts so much

The emptiness grows in me with every passing second. Time wasted

Death by routine. My habits will kill me

Once my boyfriend breaks up with me I’m going to kill myself. It’s not something that he knows or is aware of in any form. He was the only thing in my life keeping my head up but now he doesn’t seem happy anymore and I know it will happen...

Everything in my world is spinning. What do I do? When I see him I love him, when I don’t see him he’s no one to me. I feel empty like I’m not doing anything with my life and the world is absolutely useless from my perspective. There’s nothing I...

My name is Dylan and I’m a trans Zoophile. Z******** is a very big thing within the trans community, yet still we are mostly forced to hide it. Some progress has been made but still most people are unaccepting of animal love. The fact is animals enjoy having s** with...

sometimes i feel like i am not human and that life rlly isn’t worth living if it’s so painful my family doesn’t think of me as a person and i want to die

I come to this site at my lowest moments. My parents got divorced this year and it happened to be the year I moved out, too. This is the first thankgiving I’ve spent entirely alone. I can’t help but think I’ve already experienced life’s best moments, with so many years...

Everyday, I still wish I beat my mother until I left her paralyzed. She’s the source of all my problems, she’s the reason why I’m mentally ill, and she’s the reason wby I’m violent and aggressive. My biggest mistake was letting her think she’s untouchable because she birthed me.

You ever feel f****** useless? Like, you question the point of your existence? Because same. I don’t understand why I should live honestly. What am I living for? Why should i continue breathing? I was born in this world whether i liked it or not. Now, i have to live...

i need help but dont know from who i should get help
my parents really care abt me but they never know how to cure my illness
my club members always ignoring me, acted like im never existed
its really s**** sometimes but u know life must...

I’m tired of betrayal. Can I just love happily on my own?

I’m really sad. If I was thinner I know I could attract a better man. I’m just tapped out of trying . I think i play it safe. I never take chances . It’s no good . Risk is part of life .

I’m not attracted to my boyfriend but I am dating him because no one else found me attractive. I’m so insecure and I’m desperate to be in a relationship. I would have accepted any man because I have nothing else going for me.

I want to die so badly. Like so viscerally that sometimes it hurts. I’ve laid there and detailed out the plans and steps and only the thought of how my parents would react has stopped me. I’m so sick and tired of being alive. I feel like I can’t do...

I dont have much to be thankful for this year. Im very very sad and longing.

i’m not the type to ever sulk over an ex and i never have. we weren’t even together for long but after a month of us being separated I can’t help but think of her every single day. The way we talked and stuff was just so perfect

I thought we were making progress earlier this month. these last two weeks have made me lose all hope though.

my heart hurts cuz i know you will never be mine. and i wont be yours. Thats absolutely heartbreaking.

Things dont add up, and that s****. and im tired of life not making sense for me. I only see doom and gloom in my future.

theres always that one person in life you never get over no matter how much time goes by.

I was 15.

I feel so unsatisfied with my life. I’m very wealthy, privileged, and live a good life. I just want to make some kind of legacy for myself. I want my name to be spoken by strangers after I die. I feel as though my existence is completely useless if I...

Lord Jesus, we prayed and you said no. It pains me that people are angry with me because you said no. They should be angry with you. Smite them Lord, and get them off my a**.

I’m an idiot for being in love with someone that wants someone else. She’s literally having s** with this guy. And here I am, just a love blind blubbering idiot.

I hate my sport because of my coaches

i broke up with my girlfriend 7 months ago because i thought i was going to kill myself and i wanted to distance myself from as many people as possible to minimize the hurt. she was so good to me, so much more than i deserved. i never told her...

I don’t think any explanation or me telling them my feelings would make my sister and mom feel any way. they just take it as “that’s just the way she is” and ignore any pain I feel . its no use and they have self righteous attitudes anyway and wouldn’t...