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My darling ‘A’ , why do you still pretend to be ‘M’ when you know how deeply intertwined & bonded you and I are endlessly? Why do you still imitate him knowing it confuses me so- and given that M is married now..i can’t..i moved on…yet you kept speaking like him, looking like him, felt like him & cried out like him in sudden haste. My beloved A…it is still and only you that im deeply fated with , melted and bounded by an eternal thread that will melt us both into one . Sweetheart, your every essence carves into my skin as the taste of my breath trembles upon your name- you A ..it is your name only that escapes my mouth as my voice breaks for you when you take your time loosening my restraint…slowly breaking my voice for you as you explore each curve of my body from your lips, teeth and tongue. Trembling until you let me fall in your grasp. I crave your soul too as much as you dance with mine in the dark as much as day in our quiet, vulnerable moments. I love you deeply, forever and always A even after my final breath.

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i want to end myself and i have suicidal thoughts thinking how should i die (i often think about hanging) and i imagine myself when i am doing the deed. i have fallen quite low and it is hard to stand up again. i have been having family issues (mainly with my dad) aside from my own personal problems. even if i vent this to someone, i know that their words are not enough. it is unfortunate for me that i got the miserable version of life haha… maybe if i was more pleasant, people would’ve treated me differently and my father wouldn’t even verbally abuse me. i have been like this for months now. some days i feel better but once triggered, everything comes back and i am miserable again. i really don’t want this life and the urge to end it is very strong. i have fallen out of my faith in God so to end this all, i think i should end the root of everything which is me because i realized that i might be the problem. that is all.

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I know the ex wife posts prob get old butbi have no one else to or vent this chaos and toxicity to. Ed wife talk last night, she had expectes reaction to FWB thing ended. After that call i got a string of provocative pics and vids from her. Was a atruggle fir me to disregard and not respond. She came over and when i did not answer door got mad over locks changing and her key not working. Got a bit loud so to not make a scene let her in. She ranted a bit then started crying saying she couls not go back to no s** in her life (not about me just s** in general). Said she knew i knew how that feels and she was not wrong. She calmed down and we talked a bit but she would not give up completely, even a bit haughty said ok the punishment was fine just whatever i felt i had to do so the s** could reaume. Warned her that she may not realize what that meant and allowed her to see the bruises on my cheeks backs of thighs and scrotum. She got a bit wide eyed and asked how i was letting the coach/coordinator do that and control my s** life and by eztension hers as well. I told her it was simple…he makes sure i get enjoyablesex because i cant go back to no s** either. She said she understood that and stood and raised her skirt and pulled her p****** down and bent over the end id the sofa. I managed to be brave enough to ask her if this was about s** with me or wanting him to f*** her again. She asked if that really mattered if everyone wins. I told her it only mattered because if she had any hope of being fucked by him again there would have to be a vudeo and she shrugged I took off my belt and gave her what i had gotten for the most part. It was rough on her but after a while the moans and cries lessened. She ended up turning and kneeling and lifting her breasts up and i realized what she wanted. I had the thought of this is not suppposed to be for her enjoyment but the concept of abusing and marking her breasts with my belt was intriguing. I suppose it does not matter why but bottom line while i belted ber breasts one of her hands went between her legs and she came. She asked if she had taken the punishment he intended. I told her there was one more step. I led her to the bathroom and had her kneel in the shower and she was wide eyed and angry but she took my limp p**** in het hand and aimed me all over her body except her face. I helped rinse her off after. Took her back to hr clothes but she remained bare and asked to see tbe video. It was as if i was not there as she roamed her hands over her marked areas and it had to have been painful the way she mauled her breasts and even climaxed while watching herself sprayed with ny urine. Looked at me and even asked if i wanted to m********* on her. I declined and said i just couldnt at her ezpense. She nodded and as she put her clothes and said she wanted to be honest that she still deaperately wanted him to f*** her again and to please show him the video. I promised i would and would let her know. I told her i understood the preference because when he fucked her i had seen her respond in ways i did not know existed. She sad she was sorry and drew the analogy of me being on my knees for neghborhood men, there was a fulfillment that we did not complete for each other. Made sense to me without being hurtful. She also even quietly admittes that she wanted us to try to resume our FWB acticities because i was able to give her what she needed in a mainstream way and was fearful of losing that with hiw well i knew her core needs and pleasures. Then she teased me and said that she had definite interest in kneeling in the shower again and that she had not expected to enjoy it, that her desire to m********* again was mostly becsase of that and admitted it was not punishment for her. I laughed and said that we would keep that in mind especially since i did not know how whether he would reconsider even with thr punishment nor how he would respond to me even letting her in the door. She said she understood and that even if he waa angry and cut me off then we had something new to enjky and i would make a huge pot of coffee and we would make a day out of it. Multiple random feelings. How he will react. How i will handle being cut off aa well and relying even more heavily on my ex wife for s**. Becsuse that might get even more codependent and tozic and it already is so badly.

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Me and my mother have been fooling around ever since my dad passed away and it’s been really nice with me and my mom having s** all the time but nobody around and we can do what we want to do when we want to do it and her sister came down to visit my aunt and she caught us having s** and I was kind of embarrassed and I got up and walked out of the room and my mom had a talk with her and she talked her into having s** with me too that was this morning and I’m waiting for her to come into my room now she said she was getting ready for me so I’m going to see what she’s got on and see what she wants to do with me I do want to have to go all the way with her to make sure she’s in tune with me and my mom so and I can’t wait for my aunt to come in and see what she wants to do with me I think she’s going to go all the way with me too so that’s what my mom said she came in and told me that she had a talk with her and she’s getting ready right now and she’ll be coming into my room really soon I can’t wait

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i get so obsessed to people, i want they to f*** me as a point i can no longer breathe, i wannna wear an dog coollar and be spanked by someone who i love, i wanna stab them so hard as the point its all a mixture of blood and...

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I went to the “Lights Out” party at my local Club, ClubSTL . I just got a locker, stripped to my NastyPig jock and headed to the d*** pit, gloryholes that are strategically elevated in U shape. Immediately started feasting on a hot c*** that seemed like it wood...

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I don’t think of my uncle as a molester because I enjoyed what he did. He taught me s***** stuff, sure but the main thing he taught me was how to escape from duct tape, ropes tied around my legs and arms and how to fight for myself. After about...

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Let’s read yet another stupid little story about a police officer and his friend. I’ll try to remember the dream I had last night.

So the policeman and the girl were cuddling on the couch in the living room of his apartment. His strong hands were roughly kneading the girl’s...

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I feel like I have more than just a fascination with men’s feet. It has grown to a fetish, perhaps an insatiable craving. These days, a lot of my thoughts are on men’s feet. All I can think of is smelling a guy’s dirty socks, pulling them off his feet,...

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I wanna be strong so that when the person behind me looks at my back, they know they will be safe with me.

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4 years

I want my neighbors wife to take a huge s*** in my mouth

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I want to f*** my brother in laws wife until she screams. I want to fill her with my c** and get her pregnant.

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While in the car with my best friend I held back the urge to kiss her while she ranted about her favorite show. We are both girls, but are okay with having relations with the same gender. I want her more than anything.

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4 years

I wish I could edit Wikipedia pages w stories of Illegalities I need $ 4. Like Alexis Brannon breaking into Carnton* House 2007

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I possess the urge to sniff my own a****** so I often tickle my brown eye with my chubby fingers and then proceed to pick my nose and eat the s*** covered boogers and enjoy the smell and taste as I touch myself to a Richard Simmons video…

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I possess the urge to sniff my own a****** so I often tickle my brown eye with my chubby fingers and then proceed to pick my nose and eat the s*** covered boogers and enjoy the smell and taste as I touch myself to a Richard Simmons video…

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4 years

I want you to put hamsters up my b***…

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4 years

I saw you on Reddit, didn’t look. Great see you after saying u online you Comfort me.

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My biggest dream is to wake up beside a lovely lady, hug, kiss, and wish her a good morning.

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4 years

I wanna make out with sephiroth so bad like omg

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Elizabeth Warren 2024? Make Online Voting, I have no car but maybe Lizard will help me. I love Lizian Chainey

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Me and my coworker are always beside when its shift and i just feel really f****** intensely s******* attracted to him. I just want to f*** him. He always makes dirty jokes and i would always laugh and smile he is just making me wet by his words. I crave...

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I want Amber Turd to fart in my mouth as Captain Jack Sparrow flicks his own n****** to the pirates of the Caribbean theme…

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If I met Kyle Rittenhouse, I would have to shoot him a few times. I could claim self defense ez

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deep down i’ll always hope she’ll come back to me. even though i know she won’t, and i know it wouldn’t work if she did, i still think about it all the time. she’s the love of my life. i’ll never forget her as much as i want to in...

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i want to f*** my boyfriend sooo bad. he says s***** things to me and calls me mommy…my parents are strict though. and im too young. but he says he’s a top like goddd. i want to make him a bottom. he’s sooo hot. oh my god.

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My name is Michelle I am 18 and I live with my mom Karen. I have always thought my mom was s*** she is 45 b******* she a 48 DD and a big b***. She is thick lol but very s***. This happened last night. Mom has been divorced from...

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I’m 28 years old Muslim middle Eastern man, I’m married and I’ve always had this fantasy of being dominated by a lady, recently the fantasy had been firing up and I can’t even have normal i********** with my wife, I badly need help sna.p me please it’s kevinj21106

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There was once this police officer, who had a condom fetish. He was a shy guy and didn’t have many partners but he liked to m*********. He would c** in a condom after jerking off, as well. That gave him k****, perverted pleasure. He wasn’t too tall, but a muscular...

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“Mom made water not me” Mommy, is child of God like me. Mom is shorter than tall Mommy.

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I want my partner to be more flirty, sometimes I’m fine the they are but seriously, I shouldn’t be the only one who responds and chats first. I just ant him to start the conversation too but they never do.

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i want a boy to pay me attention. i feel invisible lately.

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4 years

I lost 2 pounds… Im excited to lose more weight.

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I want to show my d*** off all the time that’s why I wear tight gym shorts so everyone can see the outline perfectly clear. I get hard when they stare a lot and usually I tease them and adjust it and let the head come out of the top...

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I’m a man, but sometimes I wish I was a lesbian as I find the idea of two women together incredibly comforting. I don’t consider myself as trans, or even passing, and I hate that I think this because it feels insulting to women anyway. Not to mention the ‘Hurr...

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There was once this police officer who had a condom fetish. He was a shy guy and didn’t have many partners, but he liked to m*********. He would c** in a condom after jerking off, as well. That gave him k****, perverted pleasure. He wasn’t too tall, but a muscular...

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Wanna move from Franklin, Tennessee to Sevierville, Tennessee for my life like Matt in Middlesboro, Kentucky (YouTuber*)

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4 years

I have a piss kink and i like rainbow kiss’s (A rainbow kiss happens when a person with a p**** goes down on a person with a uterus during their period, while they also receive oral s**.)

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God i wish i was anywhere near the 2 unidentified female dead bodies recovered at Shahnahar. I would’ve fucked both of their thicc juicy asses so hard they’ll come back to life

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4 years

kinda wanna get closer to my best friend. not in a friendly way

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I can’t wait for my neighbor to come home so I can f*** him til my legs fall off.

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A t******** with Miss Molly Coddle and eighties era Penny Gadget,uuuuhhhhhhhhhhh!

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