hey guys, been a while, i’ve not posted in over 3 years madness i used to post every week, honestly got in a relationship out of it thrived and then bottomed out currently derealising my way through my busiest summer to date. love it though you’ll be happy to know i’ve finally travelled! amsterdam, morrocco, paris and soon tenerife im loving it, it’s kind of weird reading all my old posts from when i was literally a kid with the same stupid ‘just another fucked up teen’ tag and how genuinely obsessed i was with every little relationship i had (btw to whoever posted my name and that im ‘managing well’ text me dawg cuz very few knew about this little hobby, but yeah idk i’ve been smoking weed daily for 3 years major love hate relationship there, my most recent (proper) ex oblitorated any unearned confidence so currently approaching my year of celibacy (turned 18 15 months ago) lowkey so peaceful and also SO BORING just want a boyf who smokes and drives :0 enough yapping about how depressingly lonely i am and more about how to gain game back after being convinced ur the epitome of chopped?? if you’ve read this far seriously gimme some advice (my little :)(: will be checked to only way to make sure i see lol) but peace! hope ur chilling and if ur not go smoke a fat bifter LOLZ
– your favourite not so fucked up adult???? L :)(:
Why do I have to spend more of my life doing stuff I don’t want to do, than stuff I do want to do?
You ppl amaze me at times. The behavior you all confess, I find hilarious, disgusting, naughty, keeps me coming back here for more. Like that guy cooling his nads outside his p@nties. Lol
DeztaMaoist- There is no greater purpose then my imagination. There is no higher expectation then my creations. “Kilzo al thy!”
I hope you choose me.
Oversensitive b**** I hate you!
Anybody seen my baby?
Had a dream that i committed suicide and in the dream all faded away. The ones that hurt me turned to bad memories, the nightmares of all i was afraid of being dissipated, the fake veils and appearances washed away, the lovers that only wanted lust… the pain of life...
I fantasize about killing my family on a daily basis I f****** hate them all
I don’t f****** care if two of them are not even 10 they deserve to f****** die the most No I don’t f****** care about the fact your taller than everyone else
No...
to feel good about myself even after your own parent made your own confidence go down your whole life and it hurts so much more because you love them so much.. to stop pushing others away
Anyone to wish good night to?
We only have s** in my dreams. I want the real thing.
I re-contacted my unrequited love interest today. I want to be close to him again. Contact between us stopped about two months ago, and today I found a message he wrote yesterday, in which he told me he thought of it as a goodbye. Helplessly, I wrote him a long...
I had dream last night about one of my friends boyfriend. It’s a little blurry but I remember we were in a school setting and we were in the same class and we were talking. I’m not sure how it got to that point in our conversation but he asked...
I remember the memories we shared in that day and promised that could be happy alone but can wait a lifetime for you
I wish you a better self-esteem and better thoughts and better everything that you think you lack.
I hope i can dream with you and maybe kiss you again.. :×
There’s this girl I really like. We starter chatting on instagram a month and a half now. We meet the same week that I dm’d her for the first time. Since then, our bond with eachother has gotten much more stronger. The same goes for my feelings toward her. I...
i wish for a day where everyone recognizes Muhammad was a child r*****, mass murderer and was either crazy and/or a liar. a day were islam would end and relative world peace is achieved
I have low esteem. I had a dream that my body had maggots all over. I searched the meaning and it has to do with death, negativity and low esteem. I don’t like sleeping no more
I’m due to meet a girl from distance in a month or two. Something didn’t feel right for a while. I had a dream last night that confirmed my bad feeling. In the dream she and I were getting ready to go but there was another guy there in my...
I kinda like someone. He is my workmate by the way, we’re actually friends and we share a lot of things in common.We eat lunch together.The thing is I’m gay and he’s straight. He knows that I’m gay actually. I want to confess my feelings to him but it hesitates...
I’m in love with a guy, and I think there is a possibility he likes me back. I think if I had the courage to confess, and if he in fact did like me back, we could have the best kind of relationship. He is quite sensitive, and I am...
I really wish we had squat toilets in the west. So much nicer to s*** like that.
I keep dreaming about and my heart races the same. In my dreams you love back ?
I’m in such much pain, I feel I have no chance to be a big famous actress, I’m afraid I will never be able to escape from this s***** European country. I live in a small village and there are no acting classes around me, I would go if there...
I want to become a music producer like Alan Walker
I hope blacks exterminate themselves
PICK UP TRASH.
I visited california and chiladelphia and HOLY S***, CLEAN THE F****** STREETS!!?
My mind is in a dark place… My life is not a good source and all i get is nightmares
I’m 13 years old, and I’m in the 8th grade, some of the girls at my school are hot as f***, and I want some advice on how to get them to be willing to f***. I want to f*** some of them so much, and just lick there p****’s,...
I really wanna become an idol, but I don’t have the confidence to tell anyone as it sounds cringy and cliché. I can rap and dance, but my singing isn’t perfect, just average. Regarding looks, I’m not hideous but not pretty. I don’t know what to do.
I LOVE YOU.
When we met online, I thought you were a bit weird, but in a good way, and a bit like me. I got interested in what kind of guy you were. Gradually, we got to know each other and exchanged mail adresses. That’s when it slowly...
I dreamt of becoming a professional expert better than others i got skills i think but do not get time to practice. Currently i am failing. Third time i failed please help may my wishes come true please give. Ur blessings i m sorry for my sad story
I had a dream that my crush is gay. It was the weirdest, most horrible dream I’ve ever had about him.
If i had a wish it would be for you to MESSAGE ME. IT IS ALWAYS ME ?
I saw you in my dreams again?
Dreamed about my ex AGAIN! gosh, leave me alone, i wanna move on damn it. It been f****** 6 years! Leave me the f*** alone!
My life feels like a movie or a play. You are my favorite chapter. Thank you for being so magical..
Last night I had a w******** where I had a t******** with my boy crush and girl crush. It was dirty but hot AF
Awareness of media brainwashing