my neighbors son used to tell me he wanted to play with me when I was like 8 and he was 16. he’d take me into the woods right behind my house and he would take my clothes off and then he would put his fingers inside of my a** and play with my p****. I didn’t know what it meant but I did it for my “friend”. after he got me opened up enough with his fingers he started to stick his pen is inside of me and he would c** inside of me. he came over all the time when he saw me outside and he would get cocky with it and he would f*** me right next to our house or out in the open saying it was fun. one time he wanted to go walking down the road and we got to this street where a bunch of meth heads and drug dealers live and he fucked me right there in the open on the side of their road. I remember some of them recording it and some of them just ignored us. it made me feel like it was normal and it continued for years until he moved out. I felt betrayed when he moved out and left me there like that. I became depressed and missed him and what he did with me so I would walk to the meth heads road and would find someone to do that stuff with me that made me feel like he did. they would f*** me when I was 10-13 and their penises were way bigger than the neighbors. sometimes there would be one man, sometimes a few of them, but they all would c** inside of me and send me on my way back home.
