I really wish you'd just love me again. I don't think you realize how much I really love you. It's not just a crush or something stupid like that. I've never felt this way about someone. It's this beautiful blend of love and lust and it's driving me insane because I had you and you decided that I'm not what you like. I just wish you didn't care that I was a girl. I wish you weren't straight. I miss you…
I wish you were more than my best friend.
