I had this flame with a guy about a year ago. It was so amazing! I felt more alive than ever. He was a great talker and had amazing hobbies. He also liked the same things I did, it was like I found my soulmate. It was so perfect… that I got scared of it. I thought it was too good to be true. So, I just could not go through with it. I felt so alive though. It was like all my senses sharpened, and all my sensations were the same as his. I felt complete and we had a strong bond in a little time. It was too perfect. And now i ask myslef if i will ever be able to talk to him again. Its not easy to pick up the phone and press send, when you dont know what's on the other side. My purpose is not to revive that love, but to have some closure because it still affects me a little.
