My birthday is next Tuesday , turning 21 . Being in a society where it’s fun to have s** , get wasted , until you black out ,be consumed with evil and greed , waste you’re life chasing after this imaginary fairytale of happiness that was depicted to us on television, Seeking truth , but in turn accepting lies , Truth be told I’m not looking forward to my birthday. I thank you god that you blessed me , but I’m struggling, against demons , my own fleshly desires , dreams that haunt me , people who despise the very fundamental anolgy that makes up my soul , lord I don’t know why I’m here or what my mission is , but please lead me in this dark wicked place . Hopefully to wake up in peace and bliss when I take my final breaths
