I didn’t end things between us. I tried to change my behaviour for the positive and how I acted towards you and I did change, fast, because it was that important to me then. It wasn’t good enough. All I wanted was for you to just be there and I would’ve done the same. That’s it, not s**, dating, marriage
I tried to the fullest extent I was able to in more than one way at the time. I changed my behavior and I also cleaned myself up. I understand a bit of time considering the unhealthy way it was, but by the time I had a job at that time… I really tried.
It wasn’t good enough and the end wasn’t my choice. It was completely out of my control. I wasn’t driving and I take no responsibility for the end
