I’m nearly out of high school, in all my teen years I’ve always had crushes and some attraction but it’s always to the same type of guys. However there’s this guy in the year below who I’ve had to work with before and he’s so different, f****** hot and charming and we get along despite being so so so different. it’s distractingly mind numbingly gorgeous. I’ve never been into his type of guy but when he smiles at me even just in the hallway I don’t know what to do. He’s started talking to me during lunch, God I want him to push me to a wall and kiss me. Really should focus on studying but I’ve never had a crush on someone this bad. I think about it a lot. I wish I lost my virginity to him, I dream about taking his too.
