i found that ‘methodic’ spanking and passionate scratching, roughing myself up without violence (but a few bruises), also works quite well. nothing like blood release but still helps. be safe. maybe consider rearranging your life to feel more comfortable?
so did i as a teen.. not deep and only for a year or 2.. as if life isn’t painful enough already.. in the hospital one evening i found my friend who had cut herself way too much. she begged me not to get help hoping she would drain dry. she was so mad at me:( ..some time later the group went on a day trip to a lake.. she asked me to bring my tape in which i hid my blades, which i’ve no idea why, i did. maybe for her affection. we were both heavily and surely wrongly self and officially medicated.. kinda hard to think straight when your head needs a wall to keep up.. the plan was to take a pedalo, reach a discreet and far spot, cut and drop ourselves in the lake.. we went but it’s blank after that.. i can’t remember.. but i took a stand somewhere cause we both survived.
i did stop cutting somewhere after that. i still hurt myself in other ways but now mostly lovingly. i think any kind of discipline helps, martial arts, dance, arts.. anything you enjoy. still when i feel like laying face down on the floor for hours, i do.
Wow ok. I don’t think that’s the answer. Did you try talking to a counselor? Psychiatrist? I don’t know how you feel, to be honest, i’ve never been in such a situation, but please try and get help. If you cut yourself, you’re just damaging your self, you’re not going to benefit in the long run. Think about your family and your loved ones. And most of all, think about you. If you don’t want to stop cutting for anyone, stop for you. And give yourself a chance. You deserve it.
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i found that ‘methodic’ spanking and passionate scratching, roughing myself up without violence (but a few bruises), also works quite well. nothing like blood release but still helps. be safe. maybe consider rearranging your life to feel more comfortable?
what happened to good old fashioned alcohol abuse?
alcohol dulls. pain, much like caresses, heightens and releases.. reconnects you to the body.
wouldn’t pleasure be more effective?
if only i knew what pleasure is……
so did i as a teen.. not deep and only for a year or 2.. as if life isn’t painful enough already.. in the hospital one evening i found my friend who had cut herself way too much. she begged me not to get help hoping she would drain dry. she was so mad at me:( ..some time later the group went on a day trip to a lake.. she asked me to bring my tape in which i hid my blades, which i’ve no idea why, i did. maybe for her affection. we were both heavily and surely wrongly self and officially medicated.. kinda hard to think straight when your head needs a wall to keep up.. the plan was to take a pedalo, reach a discreet and far spot, cut and drop ourselves in the lake.. we went but it’s blank after that.. i can’t remember.. but i took a stand somewhere cause we both survived.
i did stop cutting somewhere after that. i still hurt myself in other ways but now mostly lovingly. i think any kind of discipline helps, martial arts, dance, arts.. anything you enjoy. still when i feel like laying face down on the floor for hours, i do.
Wow ok. I don’t think that’s the answer. Did you try talking to a counselor? Psychiatrist? I don’t know how you feel, to be honest, i’ve never been in such a situation, but please try and get help. If you cut yourself, you’re just damaging your self, you’re not going to benefit in the long run. Think about your family and your loved ones. And most of all, think about you. If you don’t want to stop cutting for anyone, stop for you. And give yourself a chance. You deserve it.