Perhaps your Mother should have castrated you when she had you circumcised. You should realize that it’s her right to do with your co ck and balls whatever she wants.

She can have it cut and trimmed, or not. She can have you de-balled or not. She’s in charge of your co ck and balls as long as you are a minor and not an adult. She makes the decisions, not you. So say thank you Mommy and ask her nicely to neuter you.

To be de-balled you should go to Mommy and beg her to have you de-nutted so you can be better behaved for her and please her. Do you have sisters or Aunts who approve of you being de-balled? Ask them for their help.

You are right that not all boys need to have balls. Many boys are ball-less and they live happy lives serving and submitting. It sounds like you will be calmer and happier once you are castrated and your ball sac is removed. I hope your Mommy gives you what you need. She should make sure your circumcision is nice and tight too. How much did she cut off of your shaft? It can never be too tight.