That sounds under like a disturbing story.
Over what? A person?
Are you fucking retarded? Maybe put that seriously mentally wrong energy, into something constructive? I will never understand people who let shit relationships and people, a simple person, one person get them so consumed. To the point that they are sitting there, thinking about sick stories like that. It’s been wonder they aren’t within talking distance.
Seek help. Or get a hobby. Fuck sakes. It’s people like you who have the poTential to seriously fuck up multiple people’s lives and sometimes without even trying. You’re selfish.
Get a life. All of you. Get a hold of yourself. Let it go. Move on.