The only person I want is my ex. He’s who I’m in love with and he’s had my heart for years. He is my peace, my happiness, my safety, my love. He is the only man I’ve ever considered having a child with or spending my whole life with. Nobody else has been able to compare regardless of how great they were. He is the love of my life and idk if I’ll ever find somebody else to love or who makes me feel the way he does. It feels like it’s taking a lifetime to be closer to him but I’m staying strong because I know that closing the distance will change things and I’m hopeful that he wants to be in my life and spend time with me. He’s been here for years without a reason to stay and hopefully I can give him that reason. Hopefully I can make it up to him by staying with him for as long as he wants me nearby.