have gotten this feeling ever since i start to get busy with my own sched. it felt like i needed to do more as i do everything that i can, but for them it is still not enough. 1 place to another, i focus on both but still get loss and would get complains as how i do things compare to the other. but i am just a human, not a robot. not everything i do is perfect and i get tired too but they don’t consider it much. they are comparing my performance on the other place as i am in another one, it is like they are telling me that i should do more as i am in that place and not the other. but i am here, i am present here and doing my best but still get complains and comparison on my work to the other place, it is draining really. i feel like i have to end it all on me for them to be satisfied…way to heaven or hell, either could work just to end all of this tiredness and “not” so satisfying works.