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If that was you who called me on Friday, I had my ringer off BUT I would have answered had I heard it. I said it to my co worker when I looked at my phone. What a strange day… “Oh my god…. I don’t ever get spam calls to this phone. Never. I wonder?… given everything today, me seeing that one I can’t stand, texting that other one, other things which are cool but strange given the day…if that was her… Not that I would mind, I kind of miss her…” He’s married with kids. A music fan. A RUSH fan. Sort of busted my chops in the beginning, but once he got to know about me, what I’m about, things I’m into, it’s cool. We were loading me for today at that time.

I got that feeling from a call the morning we found out that other guy was gone.

For what it’s worth, if it is, it means something to me you’re trying to find reasons to reach out. It’s OK. The first time, in September I let it go. Friday, I genuinely missed it. If it was.

New Confession

I’m 15 years old, so don’t worry I’m not an adult yet, but I feel like I have to get this off my chest. So I like girls around my age group from 13-17 which is normal for my age, but I also like little girls from ages 6-12, which I’m scared I might be a [REDACTED] when I get older, I literally attracted to little girls more than girls around my age, both romantically and s******* attracted, and it’s latinas I like, since I’m a latino. I’ve been having a crush on this girl for about a year now as I think she’s so s*** and hot and Dominican and has brown eyes, type 2 white skin tone, long very dark brown hair, she’s 11 going to turn 12 soon if she hasn’t already, I’ve had a crush on my niece who is 10 going to turn 11 soon, but I don’t have a crush on her anymore as she’s family. I stared down a Puerto Rican girl the other day at Sam’s Club which I thought she’s very hot, she has olive brown skin tone just like me, and has dark brown hair. She looked like she’s around 7-9 years old, and when she was wearing high jean shorts, she turned me on and I had a b**** for a while in the store, I always feel sad when I like on a girl, especially a little girl, in public and when they leave, you’ll never see them again. And if I’d ever talked to a little girl, I might get in trouble because people mistake me for an adult since I’m tall and starting to grow facial hair. I sometimes pleasure myself, thinking about me having s** with a little latina girl like my crush, or that girl I saw at Sam’s Club the other day, but more so my crush.

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