I’m probably I’m insane for this, but I need to confess it. For some reason I imagine bad things happening to me all the time. I truly have no idea why, I can’t figure it out. It’s not like how sometime people will imagine their family dying and then cry about it. It’s imaging myself getting violated or killed, like raped, strangled, abused and so on. It’s emotional pain as well, like imagining myself getting verbally abused in a relationship or something. Obviously this isn’t normal but I don’t know why l have these thoughts. It’s constant and it concerns me, am I just crazy? I’m not suicidal so l don’t know where it comes from. I always imagine getting hurt in some way by someone. I wish I could stop. Anyway if you read this, thank you, I just needed to get this off my chest and I wish you the best.
