I am killing myself within the hour. My car is in the garage and I’m ready to go out quietly. The only thing holding me together is the love I have for this woman, and the support I’ve had from my older. Yet here I am writing my last words on a website that will be lost in time. No one will know who I am or what I’ve done. I’ve done nothing that’s why I’m killing myself. I’m a failure to everyone except her, and my older and all I’m doing is dragging them down with me. goodbye. My last will and testament has been written. All my belongings go to my brother except some pictures and the ring she gave me years ago. Goodbye Madi my one true love. Goodbye Brody who always made the hard times fun.