I am really confused. At some times I am as happy as I could be, and other times I wanna end it all. I have way to many thoughts and I can’t say any of them. I know I feel some way but there is always something in the back of my mind telling me that none of the things I’m feeling are true and that they are invalid. All I really want is to go to bed. I don’t even know why I’m writing this. These feelings are probably from hormones and internalized narcissism which makes me a horrible person. Others have it so much harder than me and I shouldn’t complain or look for attention but I just need to say something. But I am compleatly fine… I think.
