I honestly NEVER intended to care or meet him face to face. I didn’t. This was something completely foreign to me. I always wanted to know him (his face). I feel sometimes I took a thorn that would have hit him had I not stood in front of him. I took a thorn. I honestly think had I not? he wouldn’t have survived in life. I absorbed that into myself. Saving him. I think we made a promise to each other….prior to being born that we would help each other. Its now why he is in my life. he knew I might need him as I grew older.
