He went from being extra cautious during s**, as in wouldn’t do me without a condom AT ALL ‘even if we were dating’ <- his words, to suddenly 'how mad would you be if I just nut in you'. He started off not wanting a baby EVER and suddenly he's like wanting to be the one to give me one. He wanted to keep it casual and now he breaking off his own marriage and asking to get a house with me. I've already come to terms with him being my side piece and now.. I'm not sure what to do here. I don't know who to vent to, I can't turn to anyone for advice because he is a secret. I don't want to hurt him, I want to keep using him, but I don't want to ruin his life. I'm pretty sure he wants to ruin mine for his own benefit but x_x I don't know I'm just confused. I know everyone else would say, block him, ghost him, you own him nothing. But da-damn he's my secret boo, I don't want to do that to him.