My b**** are heavy today, I’m eating left over ramen for breakfast at 1 pm, my phone has so many missed calls and unanswered texts, the ground outside is soggy and wet so I don’t want to play in the garden. I don’t know what it is about today but it feels so melancholy. I normally wake up so motivated and ready to take on the day, but then I have these off days where all I can do is sigh and sort of stare off doing nothing. I’m in a well off enough position to where I can sit back and choose my own days off but the responsibility never truly leaves. My mind just goes on vacation and I regress to blowing off the world. Call me selfish, but no ones is worth my time or efforts on days like this. I’m going to sit for today without pants, without a bra, and without a care. I’m going to smoke until I can’t see straight and just kick back. Piss off peasants