i can’t do this she wants to fly to see me i cant do this what if i accidentally kiss her or something what if she thinks i’m like really ugly and i get sisterzoned again imagine her sleeping in my room i cant even imagine it i’m gonna cry i hope it’ll happen and i hope it won’t happen because my poor little maiden heart can’t take it i’m not built for this i cant do this i want her to sleep in my bed and maybe we can hold hands or something i wonder what her hands feel like i’m literally sobbing i love her so much