Honestly, I’m terrified I’m gonna die alone. I’m a shut in, I’m kind of unattractive, and I have a hard time talking to people. I’ve been in one relationship, it lasted two years before she broke it off with me for a man, saying she didn’t like girls. I’m extremely f****** lonely, all I want is someone who loves me and won’t cheat on me, or treat me like s***. I feel like I’m never gonna find someone like that, I’m just gonna rot away without ever finding the one. I crave physical affection, all I want is to kiss someone and hold them in my arms. I f****** hate seeing all of those amazing relationships on social media because it makes me realize that it’s something I’ll probably never have. I don’t give a s*** if it’s a man or a woman, I just want someone. It’s so depressing.