20. The New Scripted Version.
Sinse our chat the Big Bully Boss has come to a new understanding that the script would be planned out and acted to make it look as realistic as possible so we’d set the plot and adlib the order mannerisms. As in role playing s***** fantasies serving us both equally. I enjoyed the thrill of being shamed and humiliated in front of others, being played with and being demeaned. He got off by the reactions he got according to the individual action. The kids being in it have become accostumed to the parts and roles and also played out their adlibing actions which served them their trinkets. They have become aware that we’ve pressed for better grades and social standards so they’re advancing through experience and understand the difference between role playing s***** fantasies and reality to the point of knowing that there is never any danger being exposed to them as their presence is a source of freedom and not mandatory. They may show up randomly , some choose to be there more religiously like. Somewhat like an addition. Personally I feel as if they know every bit of me, my sincerity and honesty. They are aware it’s my job and I’m acting, The real me is the one that helps them out when they need it.