I am slowly forcing myself to get over it. Okay, so I had a 24 hour window of weakness but I am good. Trans m2f in my generation were never part of the LGBTQ community, they were outcasts on the fringe cause they were prostitutes. Choosing to selling their bodies for s** changes but in reality all excuses to not heal their s** and drug addictions. You are 12 years older than me so you are prob the more upscale version with good vocals. Now the dream about you passed out drunk face down with the two chunky blonde jocks all up in your a****** sticking post it notes between your cheeks with black arrows pointing to your a****** either meant: a) You are a gay Jewish male who had his d*** cut off and likes to dress in women’s clothes and lipstick. b) You are a drunk w**** who is a c** stop for random strangers at parties. C) Your bowels rot from inside die to abusing your s********. d) You probably sadly, also have Aids. e) You were s******* assaulted at a young age and it f you up mentally towards relationships. f) You are a a******. g) All the above. What is confusing is there is you and your t***** twin. The real you accepted the award in Florida, and the creepy twin took the night parade shift. It’s the eye color that gives it away, well that and his more orange tone foundation.