I had this ‘happy crush’ that I met this year’s june. We talk about random things almost every night, waste each others free time on talking nonsense topics that we in ourselves don’t know why we are telling these to each other, Now it’s been months and each of us becomes busy facing our academic responsibilities but why do I feel uncertainty and it drains me out everytime we talk by now. Sometimes he would make me feel special, go home together after class even we came from different universities, talk about life secrets and problems, check on each other whenever we fell tired or lack of confidence. Is it just me thinking this is a form of ‘mixed signals’ or I just misunderstood him all the time because he is just too friendly on me (which may seems he does on everybody). I would want to ask signs to God to show me the right path should I take in