when i was younger and in girl scouts i had a crush on this one girl and we were super close !! i’d only known her for a bit but man we was real close but uh we were going on a trip one day and we were on the bus and she fell asleep on my shoulder n tbh i was rlly nervous when she did it and i was blushing and AAA kind of an awakening for me BUT I TRIED TO DO IT 20 MINUTES AFTER SHE DOD IT AND i was pretending to be asleep and she kept pushing my head off her shoulder man I GET IT SHE DIDNT LIKE ME but she could’ve just done the nice thing n let me sleep on her shoulder even if i don’t like ppl romantically i’ll still lend them my shoulder to sleep on IT WASNT LIKE I WAS PUTTING MY WEIGHT ON HER EITHER I WAS idk it’s stupid to whine abt this sorry