I loved her, the first time I think I really loved someone. I wanted the best for her, I wanted to make her happy, I loved when she would laugh at my

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I loved her, the first time I think I really loved someone. I wanted the best for her, I wanted to make her happy, I loved when she would laugh at my jokes and smile at me. I never told her, because I always told myself that it was affection, it was comfortability, it was a dream. I had already gone through the pain of never being able to have her in my own head, so when she told me she was seeing someone else it surprisingly did not hurt. I don’t think what I feel is heartbreak, but then again I’m not sure what heartbreak is supposed to be. Or what Love is supposed to be. I know I’m a loser for loving and hurting on my own, but in some ways I’m glad I never told her because I know she doesn’t feel that way about me and instead of a stained memory to her I am a happy one. I will never regret the things I did for you and the ways in which I cared for you. Thank you for letting me love you in my small and measly ways, and I honestly hope you have a life full of love and joy and all the good things that make life worth living. I’ll do my best to live one like that too.

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Picture yourself, looking in the mirror, except your face is removed
I’ve ripped your face off your skull

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My girlfriend is rather reckless in protecting her privacy. She constantly walks out on the balcony totally nu.de. She walks around na.ked and pauses in front of the sliding glass door. Then she steps out onto the balcony.

She says we are high enough up that no one can really see any details from the street. That might be so but there are people with high power telescopes in other buildings. They be on higher floors looking down at her, or on lower floors looking up.
There are high power cameras that take pics and video. I don’t want to see her pics on the web of her rubbing suntan lotion on her bo.obs or her sitting in the lounge chair with her legs spread open.

There lots of guys out there with telescopes and high power cameras. She even does nu,de exercises on the balcony. She says she enjoys the sunshine. i wish she wouldn’t be so exposed.