I confess. I abuse my birdie and I lie to Mother and say I didn’t rub my bird. I get caught and punished but I abuse it a lot more times than I get caught. I got away with a lot. I worry about it because Mother says it’s better to be punished now than later in Hell. She said if I’m punished it cleans my soul. I want to have a clean soul so I don’t go to Hell.
Maybe I should tell her how many times I lied to her and how many times I got away with rubbing my birdie making it spurt. I’m afraid to tell because punishment hurts. I’m not sure what to do. Birdieboy
