To my Future💗

The first thing that I want you to know before you read the rest of this letter is that I truly really love and adore you and thank you for just making me a part of your life.

Today when I write this letter believe me the comfort of just knowing that you will be with me in the future helps me move forward. Just the thought of being with you soothes me and heals my broken heart. I might not say it a lot but my heart is only truly yours. Hahaha I know I am being disgustingly corny, but one of the reasons that you are reading this letter is that I need you to know that I honestly just appreciate you being in my life, its your moment enjoy it 🙂

All my life I have literally just had a broken heart and I don’t really know how to heal it, I sit on my bed, teary eyed while writing this because I am unsure of where I have gone wrong. It takes all my strength to put up this happy face in front of everyone else because I can’t tell them how s***** I actually feel, but you are my comfort🏡

I know for a fact that every moment that I would spend with you in the future you will make me feel loved and safe and that’s all I have ever wanted. I know I am a difficult and stubborn a** to deal with but thanks for putting up with me.

You make me feel validated, you hold my hand even when I call you gross for doing that, you deal with my drama side, you put up with me even when I force you to hangout with my friends, and just by doing this I fall in love with you even more. I know I might never be enough and on the inside I would feel the need to do more for you but I love you more than I have ever known and you are my first love❤️

Even if we don’t last forever I will always truly love you <3.