It’s actually bothering me a bit that I don’t know what to do when it comes to you and me. I don’t want to be detrimental to you, your life, the people in your life, upsetting the balance in equilibrium, being where I might be wanted by some, unwanted by others and maybe not where I belong.
But then there’s the thought that I would be nice to be have and be able to trust someone completely, because I would, I do and getting to know each other better. It kind of bothers me because it’s just slipping away. With no idea what to do about it. There’s not many options. I guess there’s a few. I guess I could be more forward and there is a few ways I could do it and a lot of it depends not so much on the act of finding a way to reach out, I first need to do thing. I need to set up a whole new, I need to sign up for a new email address. I need to sign up for a social media of some even if I don’t use it. For a single purpose. Then I also need to take that step and connect. OR I can call someone up, awkwardly ask how, raise a neon arrow pointing at my head, letting the world know.
