This feelings s****. I like a guy who’s 3 years older than me. I like myself when I’m with him even though I’m still lacking in confidence. Liking him gives me motivation to live even though we’re just in touch for 6 months. But he ghosted me and I don’t know why he did that so I emailed him asking that very question and he said he’s learning to love himself and he don’t mean to hurt me. So I accept that words and tried to move on. But along the process, I hate myself comparing me to others. Like, when I’m seeing cute guy on Facebook, I’m saying to myself that “This is the guy he preferred to be with”. Idk. It’s kinda painful that I’m thinking that way. I’m too good and weak to block him but I unfollowed and muted him on all socmed platform. I hope he’ll get the promotion he deserves at work. And I hope I could move on.
