My daughters father recently introduced me to his new girlfriend and it made a lot of feelings I thought was buried away come up I have always loved my baby daddy and I have always thought of him as my soulmate I tell my friends if he got his self together I would be with him in a heartbeat but seeing him with another women I guess solidified we are not getting back together ever I mean we haven’t been together in 5 years but I don’t know I just feel as if that was it for me like damn I really have to be here to see him happy with someone else and not our family I guess that’s my fault for not giving in but how could I give in. He literally is in the same spot I left him 5 years ago like nothing changed except he got a girlfriend I dunno I’m probably thinking too much into a part of me is jealous because he found someone before me
