I’m not sure how I feel tonight.

I’ve been here many times when I’ve missed him. Weirdly I don’t feel like that tonight. I think maybe I would still say yes, but I’m not sure it’s as acute as it was before. But… What do I want? How do I feel? I’m not sure.

I’ve lost some of my interest in s**. I’m tired. I’m so tired. My head feels a bit foggy. Who knows if I’m tired or if it’s something else.

I think that’s all for tonight. A short one from me. I’m going to sleep it off. Take care out there x

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