there is an anxious and exhausting feeling in me. It seems like nothing is ever going to feel good again. I want to call and tell you but you never cared. I was just a garbage bin. it is difficult for me, knowing I dont even have a friend to trust. when people need me they can count on me. but no one has my back. no one asks if im ok. I guess I just have to pick myself up and stride on. will it be ok? I want someone to hold me. Im very very tired.
