Being like that can lead to problems too though. One that comes to mind is a girl at the time I think she was 27, I was 37/38, just started this jobs it was technical sporadic and with all kinds of s*** flying at you which is not bad, it makes people home easier. So we were both starting out, it was challenging, but yeah. We really bonded. It was a weird time for me too, in life. I think we bonded a little too hard, she was Ina committed relationship, not married but together for 5 years. We slowly developed a connection. I never told her anything about me, my problems, she seemed to get it anyway it felt like she knew I my mind’s b*** kicked. One time early, we were a distance away, I was working on snow and ice, I lost my footing and went down hard, not hurt, but hard off in the distance in the corner of my eye, I saw her starting to haul a** towards me kind of hit me. Some guy there, he didn’t like me much for some reason. I have a suspicion it had to do with a woman I had at one point, technically still had at that point (even if it was her respect to not get close to this guy) and he had a beef with me, he never expressed why, although it never worried me. She told me one time “whooooa, stay away from him…” I was like “??? Why what did I do? I haven’t spoken to him in 3 weeks. Stinky b******. Maybe if you had your monthly shower and didn’t smell like a**, you might be able to score one of those on your own! She had my back. I remember standing there with a group, she’s a few feet in front of me, facing away. I see this dude come swooping in, right beside her, arms touching, he was leaning, she immediately spun around in a 180 away from him, to me and leaned into me the exact same way he did to her 🙂 coming out and standing in between me legs on this bench, a cart, standing in between my legs to tell me something. Or me seeing her hang her hood up on a door hook she’s short, walking away without even turning around to see what the hell, I reached over and “plunk” unhooked her and she kept going. I thought that was cute. There was a lot of uninhibited hand touching. Hello g her with something, handing her things, grabbing not the things but my hands. She eventually left. I believe part of that reason is I had become her work husband. I believe that. She was getting feelings. I was too, sort of, I guess. I just appreciated that she showed me something less toxic than I was used to. She left. It hurt a bit at first. But it was a good test for me then. Took her 3 months to stop by for a visit. She did that a few times. Married with the not long after leaving either. Well, a year.
