I have an old friend, a female friend, I have been trying to show her I care, from a distance. Subtly. Going easy because I do care, and not that I’m looking for or want/expect anything special with her. I have morals, I do care about her I wouldn’t want to upset the balance in her life and between her and the people in her life, which is big. And real. I respect. Who am I? I would like to imagine or hope that they are supportive and she gets what she needs from them. I don’t know some people carry a lot of weight because they are expected to. They are reliable. I wonder if I could be an outlet for her, a friend, without people not liking it thinking it’s something it isn’t.
I don’t know. It’s one of those things, I could absolutely, I wish I could, but then there’s me thinking should I? if the situation presented itself to me? I think if it was bad enough for her, if she was hurting enough, I’d say f*** it all, and I dont mean f*** it all as in her people, f*** them, I mean f*** my own apprehensions and just be there.
