Yeah, I couldn’t live like that. No job, woman working. I’d feel like scum. As a matter of fact I have passed on more than one in my life who were already important to me, we knew each other from the past and might have good for each other. I did it more than once. I didn’t think I was where I needed to be to be good for them. So I ignored them. And lost. I eventually got to where I needed to be, but too late.
