Is that proper ‘cutting people loose’ etiquette?
Like sitting in a dentist chair? A mosquito in my ear? Does not sound good? Not where I want to be? Unpleasant? Rather sit in a vegetative state doing nothing than sitting 5 minutes in your presence? Too harsh?
That’s why it’s difficult to be pleasant and nice to even people not related to it, but not directly. They will be like “hey!” Say my name. I’ll be like “uh…. Excuse me? Do we know each other?” They’re laughing and I go no really do we know each other? And they’re like “I guess not…. 😔” That’s the way I like it. And I know they’ll take it back.
Then, next time I see them I think “meh maybe I was too harsh” so I give and inch with some banter, but that’s a mistake. That’s too much, because I mean the negative. I am not fond, even though she has nothing to do with anything, I just know her (or do I? Hahaha), but then I know immediately me being semi approachable, even if I don’t care, I still would probably rather be in a vegetative state, alone tbh, but for the sake of pleasantries, I banter, but don’t care, but you know she’s taking that back, even to one person, and then it’s wildfire. I snapped out of it. The trance. I’m no longer possessed with amnesia. They all know I hate them anyway, but they take my approaching a link with anything positive which could be something simple like communication of meaningless banter, I really don’t care about, I’m cured and I want to be buds. No. I am still not fond. Not where I want to go. Why am I so interesting? What?
