Now that’s not to say I didnt neglected health issues during a time (late 2009 – early 2010) when I was depressed and getting my a** kicked mentally to the point that I thought I was going to die, which eventually subsided miraculously.
My mom was dieing. I didn’t want to bring my own problems and issues into things, while she was dieing. I thought I had cancer in my lungs for 3+ months. Could barely breathe, still worked a strenuous job every day, still smoked cigarettes and weed, never told anyone. I thought I would just eventually die, probably sooner than later. Eventually my breathing came back to normal. It might have been pnemonia. I don’t know I never went to the doctor.
Is that suicidal?
