I felt so left out from my friends. I can’t relate to whatever they are saying. I feel extremely excluded. What’s worse was that I had a huge a** crush on one of them, and he ended up dating someone else (FYI, that someone was someone whom he admitted as his cousin and won’t ever date but… he dated her, broke up, and reunited, and I was in the dark the whole time). I don’t like him anymore but I just can’t forget how it used to be between us.
