Soo this is definitely N*** (if you’re a minor DNI)
When it comes to giving blowjobs I kinda don’t get that feeling of pleasure, don’t really feel like it’s something for me
But here’s the thing: since my self steem is non existent when it comes about that
It got worse after my current boyfriend told me I needed to be better at it, he said that it felt nice but I can’t just make him c**
And you may ask yourself at this very moment “well it can’t get worse than that right?”
After that I asked “Was your ex better than me”…He said she made him c** everytime and I should ask her for advice, I prob gave him a lot of blowjobs at this point and everytime he just needs to finish himself.
It’s pretty f****** sad and I’ll be feeling weird about it again.
